*its;her life.

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god's child
she's bless
Hear ma prayer, Lord,
listen to ma cry fer mercy.
In da day of ma troubles i will call to you,
fer you will answer me.
no deeds can compare wid yours.
Heavenly father, i thank you fer all dat you've done.
we're all livin in a sea of superficial relationships.

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myrantings;
Wednesday, March 15, 2006

i can neva find da courage again..
i dun even noe why im sad, why im down, why i cry.
memories stills triggers..

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Sunday, March 12, 2006

i noe shouldnt be the one on yr shoulder.but sorry'iam tired.

fairytales would never happen. they wouldnt be called fairytales if they do come true.

i wan guessin games no more.. i wanna lead a simple life!.

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Thursday, March 09, 2006

have you ever felt so tired of everything that you just wanna throw everything out of the window..
have you ever felt so disgusted by people who put on a fake smile eventhou she/he hates u to the max?..
have you ever felt so disgusted by yourself, who puts on a fake smile in return, just to try to survive the circumstances..
have you ever felt so drained after a day of shadow playing a jolly character when at the end of the day you return to your room, only to sit in the dark end and cry your heart out..
when was the last time you last stopped by the playground just to watch the stars sparkle in the nightsky..
when was the last time you last slowed down and ask yourself about your directions in life..
when was the last time you last told someone you love him..
when was the last time you last fought to the last bit all in the name of love..
when was the last time you dared to put down all cares and be with the one you know you love but whom you know you shouldnt be with..
when was the last time you question your existence..
when was the last time you laid down your mask and bravely faced the world for who your really are..when was the last time you truly smiled..
when was the last time you could sleep without waking up teary eyed.. when was the last time you could stop wearing that band of yours without having to worry that anyone will see the cuts you inflicted on yourself the night before..
when was the last time you told that person how much he meant to you..
the past still triggers my mind..

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